Last night, after good advice from a certain friend, I didnt think about how the dreams I have been having have actually been nightmares. Instead, I thought about how things are good, and that I am happy.
I drempt last night that I was in a white wedding gown. I was in a chapel type place and was set to be marrying my phil.
All of my friends and family members were there. My cousin and fiends were crying. I was even crying a little because I was happy.
My mom showed up late and was mean to phils mom, which as awkward. And Phil was 15 mintues late and I didnt even care. All I wanted was for him to show up, lol. I just wanted him to be there. I was mostly concerned about him not seeing me by accident before the wedding, and figuring the rest of the details out.
I only watched him walk in from the side entrance, in a black tuxedo looking handsome, and I couldnt seen much but his bald head and his two groomsmen behind him. It was enough to make me cry.
I woke up happier than I have ever been recently. It makes me teary eyed thinking about how happy I was to be marrying my sweetheart.
In the end things may not always be perfect with us, but he has my heart now, locked away inside his. No matter what I do that will never change.
Only time will tell where our lives will take us, where we will live, if we will have kids, and what will happen to our families as we get older. I do know that I love him though and I cant wait to start forever with him.
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